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  • Dark editorial text card reading 'How were the last two months and seven days?' — a Women's Day post by Merlyn Mathias at callmeunfiltered.comWomen’s Day Roast: Same Cigarette | Call Me Unfiltered
    In #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess, Bold Roast
  • Illustration of a tall man seated at a lounge table with a woman beside him, holding whiskey and concluding a conversation, while others socialize around them.Vertical Gap in Relationships: Height vs Depth
    In Bold Roast
  • Funny caricature showing a manipulator surrounded by flying monkeys and cronies laughing, while an empathic person sits overwhelmed, symbolising manipulation, smear campaigns and cheap humour at someone else’s expenseCronies Flying Monkeys Manipulation: The Playbook
    In #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess
  • An estuary where the sea meets dirt and debris, symbolizing the heavy stillness of anxiety.
    Buffering Diaries,  Cuts and Cracks

    Living With Anxiety — A Little Bit More Than Before

    October 17, 2025 /

    Even on the days I’m not so sure — this is for the ones who think healing is loud, and for the quiet battles fought behind held breaths. Anxiety doesn’t need a reason; it just needs space to be understood.

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  • Illustration symbolizing the art of doing too much, depicting emotional weight, overextending, and the burden of caring for others.
    Buffering Diaries

    Backpack of Stones: Navigating Trauma and CPTSD

    October 16, 2025 /

    A deeply personal essay exploring the relentless weight of borderline personality, trauma, anxiety, and depression — and the quiet human need to be seen and understood.

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  • Even in pieces, I can still stand against the wind
    #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess,  Buffering Diaries

    Writing as Self-Reflection: Confronting Fear and Paralysis

    October 16, 2025 /

    Writing became my icebreaker — a way to confront fear, reflect on my life, and keep moving forward, even when everything felt heavy and overwhelming.

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  • An abstract visual of a storm with the text overlay: 'Storms still rage. Still, gratitude finds me,' conveying resilience and reflection.
    Buffering Diaries,  Unfiltered Letters

    Gratitude for Strangers: Finding Strength in Unexpected Kindness

    August 31, 2025 /

    Through chaos, hospital trips, and sleepless mornings, I discovered the power of gratitude for strangers who gave their time, hearts, and homes without asking for anything in return.

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  • Zoe with dog anxiety during fireworks on her daylight cloth.
    Buffering Diaries,  My Highness Zoe,  Royal Furball Chronicles

    Not Pause. Paws.

    August 31, 2025 /

    When firecrackers trigger Zoe’s anxiety, I realize her panic mirrors my own. This is what it means to live with overstimulation, tough hearts, and the weight of love.

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  • Poetic black-and-white visual expressing emotional exhaustion
    Buffering Diaries

    I Tried. And Then I Didn’t. And Then I Just Was.

    July 31, 2025 /

    I tried to be there — for others, for the world, for the ghosts that raised me. But when it came to me, I was shut out. This is what it feels like to unravel, and still offer thanks while drowning.

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  • Unfiltered Letters

    Anger and Immobility: The Stench of What No One Wants to Hear

    July 15, 2025 /

    There’s a strange violence in being forced to stay still when your mind is running marathons. I write this from a place of deep frustration — the kind that simmers under skin and bone, flaring into anger not because I’m bitter, but because I’m tired. Of being stuck. Of having to justify pain. Of the quiet pressure to package rage in politeness. Today, I let it spill — unfiltered, unapologetic.

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  • A solitary figure standing in early morning light, symbolizing quiet strength and inner reflection.
    Bold Roast,  Buffering Diaries

    Waking Up with Anxiety and Trauma: The Quiet Horror We Still Don’t Talk About

    July 14, 2025 /

    Waking up with anxiety and trauma triggers isn’t rare. This piece explores how silence, shame, and survival shape our mornings.

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MERLYN MATHIAS

Truth-slinger. Word snob.
Chaos whisperer.
I don’t sugarcoat —
I serve the whole damn lemon.
Fueled by caffeine, side-eyes, and
2 a.m. honesty.
Too honest? Too bad.

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  • Women’s Day Roast: Same Cigarette | Call Me Unfiltered
  • Vertical Gap in Relationships: Height vs Depth
  • Cronies Flying Monkeys Manipulation: The Playbook

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  • Mangii Gossip Diaries (9)
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  • Royal Furball Chronicles (2)
  • Unfiltered Letters (12)

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