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  • Illustration of a tall man seated at a lounge table with a woman beside him, holding whiskey and concluding a conversation, while others socialize around them.Vertical Gap in Relationships: Height vs Depth
    In Bold Roast
  • Funny caricature showing a manipulator surrounded by flying monkeys and cronies laughing, while an empathic person sits overwhelmed, symbolising manipulation, smear campaigns and cheap humour at someone else’s expenseCronies Flying Monkeys Manipulation: The Playbook
    In #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess
  • A clenched hand gripping dark fabric, symbolizing emotional tension and ending an erEnding an Era: A Chapter Closing With Teeth | CallMeUnfiltered
    In Buffering Diaries

Emotional Unapology

Over-thinker. Under-replier. Emotionally literate but socially exhausted.
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  • Illustration of a tall man seated at a lounge table with a woman beside him, holding whiskey and concluding a conversation, while others socialize around them.
    Bold Roast

    Vertical Gap in Relationships: Height vs Depth

    January 23, 2026 /

    He wanted to be written about. I wrote. What remains is the gap between scale and substance, served with whiskey, humour, and no apologies.

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  • Funny caricature showing a manipulator surrounded by flying monkeys and cronies laughing, while an empathic person sits overwhelmed, symbolising manipulation, smear campaigns and cheap humour at someone else’s expense
    #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess

    Cronies Flying Monkeys Manipulation: The Playbook

    January 17, 2026 /

    Manipulators don’t work alone. They recruit cronies, unleash flying monkeys, and turn someone’s empathy into entertainment. Applause does the rest.

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  • A clenched hand gripping dark fabric, symbolizing emotional tension and ending an er
    Buffering Diaries

    Ending an Era: A Chapter Closing With Teeth | CallMeUnfiltered

    January 17, 2026 /

    Some endings don’t arrive gently. They tear, repeat, exhaust, and finally force a leaving. This is what it looks like when an era ends without permission.

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  • sleepless night with mosquitoes and dog
    #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess,  My Highness Zoe

    Sleepless Night With Mosquitoes: With Wings

    January 17, 2026 /

    A sleepless night, four mosquitoes, one dog, and the slow realisation that peace is a myth when you are warm, tired, and edible. A comedic essay on insomnia, survival, and being chosen by insects.

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  • A quiet morning scene with coffee, cigarettes, and a phone on a table, showing how memes replacing conversation has become a form of silent distance.
    Buffering Diaries

    Memes Replacing Conversation: Choosing Yourself Over Silence

    January 17, 2026 /

    When memes replace conversations, silence becomes the easiest way to avoid showing up. This is about emotional dismissal, quiet endings, and choosing yourself instead.

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  • coffee and cigarette on a car roof symbolizing someone being invited and then ghosted
    Buffering Diaries

    People Who Invite You Then Vanish

    January 12, 2026 /

    He asked me to meet. Coffee, a cigarette, and a third person to keep it safe. Then came the weddings, the parties, and the quiet way people vanish.

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  • Caricature of a chaotic Mangalore wedding baila with Western-dressed guests dancing wildly in a noisy church hall
    Mangii Gossip Diaries

    Mangalore Wedding Baila: Dearest Mangalore, Especially You, Church Hall

    January 12, 2026 /

    From my balcony in Mangalore, wedding baila thumps through the air, every toast, waltz, and forever looping like a badly mixed playlist I never asked for.

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  • Black coffee in a cup beside Chesterfield cigarettes, capturing a quiet morning ritual of caffeine, anxiety, and reflection.
    Buffering Diaries

    Coffee Isn’t My Fix. It’s the Ceasefire.

    January 9, 2026 /

    Coffee isn’t my fix. It’s a ceasefire between my nervous system and the day. A sharp, funny essay on mornings, anxiety, cigarettes, and performing stability.

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  • Broken Tom Ford progressive glasses with right side hinge snapped, placed beside the book Malice. Lens intact, right arm tilted, emphasizing lopsided chaos and reading humor.
    Bold Roast

    Right Side Hinge Gone Rogue: Tom Fords Meet Malice

    January 8, 2026 /

    A rogue right-side hinge has turned my Tom Ford progressive glasses into a lopsided disaster. Lens fine, vision intact, but chaos reigns—Malice in hand.

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  • Cave bay in Vietnam with still water and rock walls opening into light, reflecting quiet isolation and depth.
    Buffering Diaries

    Mid-Sentence Goodbyes

    January 8, 2026 /

    Writing about friends who stayed, those who left kindly, and the quiet hurt of disappearing mid-sentence.

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MERLYN MATHIAS

Truth-slinger. Word snob.
Chaos whisperer.
I don’t sugarcoat —
I serve the whole damn lemon.
Fueled by caffeine, side-eyes, and
2 a.m. honesty.
Too honest? Too bad.

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  • Vertical Gap in Relationships: Height vs Depth
  • Cronies Flying Monkeys Manipulation: The Playbook
  • Ending an Era: A Chapter Closing With Teeth | CallMeUnfiltered

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