Buffering Diaries
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Indian Railways Anxiety: A Raw Personal Travel Story
Indian Railways anxiety: not ghosts, not heartbreak — just germs, chaos, and me questioning every life choice on the platform. Eight hand sanitisers later, I’m still wondering if the train will betray me with the wrong coach.
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Travel Reflections Krabi: Sea, Silence, and Moral Witness
During a snorkelling trip in Krabi, vibrant sea life clashed with human indifference. A personal reflection on travel, conscience, and witnessing injustice.
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Backpack of Stones: Navigating Trauma and CPTSD
A deeply personal essay exploring the relentless weight of borderline personality, trauma, anxiety, and depression — and the quiet human need to be seen and understood.
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Writing as Self-Reflection: Confronting Fear and Paralysis
Writing became my icebreaker — a way to confront fear, reflect on my life, and keep moving forward, even when everything felt heavy and overwhelming.
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Drifting with the Sea: A Meditation on Light, Love, and Letting Go
A reflective journey into the calm of the coast, the pull of the sea, and the quiet gifts of nature that guide us back to ourselves.
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Ease After the Whirlwind: Claiming Your Heartfulness
Some storms come without warning — a racing mind, a tense body, a chest that refuses to rest. For days, I carried the weight of thoughts that were not mine, wounds that were borrowed, and care that was misplaced. This is the story of reclaiming it all: softening the knot of tension, setting boundaries, and allowing ease to return. In the quiet, I discovered the luxury of a heart still unbroken, the permission to rest, and the gentle rhythm of being wholly mine. Let the world’s chaos dissolve — what remains is yours to nurture.
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The Weight I Was Never Meant to Carry
Letting go of emotional weight is a journey, not a single decision. It begins with noticing the small spaces where light can enter, even when mornings feel stormy. This reflection is about letting go of emotional weight, learning to release what was never yours to carry, and discovering quiet love in unexpected places. It’s been weeks since I last blogged.My memories — my idea of love — have shifted. Mornings feel heavy, so I brace myself in the dark. Yet, light still finds its way in small, unexpected corners. I watch it creep across the floor, a quiet reminder that it exists — not everywhere, not in everyone, but somewhere.…
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Laying Down Emotional Weight: Finding Calm and Renewal
Laying down emotional weight is a journey of release, reflection, and renewal. This meditation invites you to surrender pain, anxiety, and burdens to nature—letting the mountains, streams, and winds guide you toward calm, clarity, and the courage to begin again.
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Standing Firm Against Manipulation: Reclaim Your Worth
Sometimes freedom begins with saying: I will not be anyone’s doormat. Stand firm, refuse manipulation, and honor your own worth.
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Fear of Abandonment: Heavy Breaths, Quiet Presences and the Weight We Carry
Sometimes healing is just heavy breaths and the quiet presence of someone who stays.
