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  • An estuary where the sea meets dirt and debris, symbolizing the heavy stillness of anxiety.Living With Anxiety — A Little Bit More Than Before
    In Buffering Diaries, Cuts and Cracks
  • Yellow balcony with a coffee mug on the railing, symbolizing a quiet moment of connection with the woman across the balcony.The Lady Across the Balcony
    In Buffering Diaries, Cuts and Cracks
  • Daughter sitting at her mother’s resting place, brushing off dust, with sunlight falling through leaves.Mummy’s Floor
    In Buffering Diaries
  • Daughter sitting at her mother’s resting place, brushing off dust, with sunlight falling through leaves.
    Buffering Diaries

    Mummy’s Floor

    October 16, 2025 /

    Sitting on my mother’s floor, I faced grief, dust, and memory—learning that light exists even where venom lingers.

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  • Red poster with white text: “They don’t miss you, they miss your ego.” Minimalist design about walking away and reclaiming peace
    #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess,  Buffering Diaries

    Done With Life: The Quiet Ending

    October 16, 2025 /

    I’m not angry. I’m just finished. A quiet ending — not out of hate, but out of clarity. This is what it sounds like when you finally stop explaining yourself.

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  • Glowing heart symbolizing inner calm and heartfulness, with text “What remains is mine — Heartfulness,” representing ease and self-care.
    Buffering Diaries

    Ease After the Whirlwind: Claiming Your Heartfulness

    October 16, 2025 /

    Some storms come without warning — a racing mind, a tense body, a chest that refuses to rest. For days, I carried the weight of thoughts that were not mine, wounds that were borrowed, and care that was misplaced. This is the story of reclaiming it all: softening the knot of tension, setting boundaries, and allowing ease to return. In the quiet, I discovered the luxury of a heart still unbroken, the permission to rest, and the gentle rhythm of being wholly mine. Let the world’s chaos dissolve — what remains is yours to nurture.

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  • Laying down emotional weight by a calm mountain stream, finding peace and renewal in nature
    Buffering Diaries

    Laying Down Emotional Weight: Finding Calm and Renewal

    October 16, 2025 /

    Laying down emotional weight is a journey of release, reflection, and renewal. This meditation invites you to surrender pain, anxiety, and burdens to nature—letting the mountains, streams, and winds guide you toward calm, clarity, and the courage to begin again.

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  • Reclaiming self-care in quiet morning rituals with a warm cup of tea.
    Cuts and Cracks

    Reclaiming Self-Care: A Small, Unbroken Heartfulness

    October 2, 2025 /

    A reflection on reclaiming care, softening the heart, and letting go of burdens that were never yours.

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  • Bold Roast,  Unfiltered Letters

    Body Remembers Trauma: Cut the Crap and Start Healing

    July 18, 2025 /

    It wasn’t funny then. It’s not funny now. The stumbles, the creepy nicknames, the touches that weren’t accidents. And that thudding in your chest? That was your body sounding the alarm. This isn’t a memory to soften — it’s a truth to name. It came back today, uninvited. But this time, I didn’t freeze. I wrote. I remembered. I cut the crap. Literally.

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  • Bold Roast,  Unfiltered Letters

    Unseen: The Story of the Favourite Child

    July 17, 2025 /

    She gave him tea. She never asked if I had slept that decade without nightmares. If I had ever flinched around warmth. My silence bought their comfort. And when I finally screamed — they called it betrayal.

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MERLYN MATHIAS

Truth-slinger. Word snob.
Chaos whisperer.
I don’t sugarcoat —
I serve the whole damn lemon.
Fueled by caffeine, side-eyes, and
2 a.m. honesty.
Too honest? Too bad.

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Recent Posts

  • Living With Anxiety — A Little Bit More Than Before
  • The Lady Across the Balcony
  • Mummy’s Floor

Sections

  • #Merlunfiltered – The Visual Mess (18)
  • Bold Roast (23)
  • Buffering Diaries (31)
  • Cuts and Cracks (18)
  • Mangii Gossip Diaries (8)
  • My Highness Zoe (3)
  • Royal Furball Chronicles (2)
  • Unfiltered Letters (12)

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