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  • An estuary where the sea meets dirt and debris, symbolizing the heavy stillness of anxiety.Living With Anxiety — A Little Bit More Than Before
    In Buffering Diaries, Cuts and Cracks
  • Yellow balcony with a coffee mug on the railing, symbolizing a quiet moment of connection with the woman across the balcony.The Lady Across the Balcony
    In Buffering Diaries, Cuts and Cracks
  • Daughter sitting at her mother’s resting place, brushing off dust, with sunlight falling through leaves.Mummy’s Floor
    In Buffering Diaries
  • An estuary where the sea meets dirt and debris, symbolizing the heavy stillness of anxiety.
    Buffering Diaries,  Cuts and Cracks

    Living With Anxiety — A Little Bit More Than Before

    October 17, 2025 /

    Even on the days I’m not so sure — this is for the ones who think healing is loud, and for the quiet battles fought behind held breaths. Anxiety doesn’t need a reason; it just needs space to be understood.

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  • One Boot One Sad Party No You blog essay cover
    #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess,  Bold Roast

    One Boot One Sad Party No You | Call Me Unfiltered

    August 17, 2025 /

    One Boot One Sad Party No You is not about a party — it’s about grief, absence, and the strange rituals we create when someone doesn’t show up.

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  • For the ones who don’t fix you—just sit beside your ache.
    Buffering Diaries,  Unfiltered Letters

    Holding Space for Emotional Pain Isn’t Loud

    August 3, 2025 /

    Not everyone knows how to ask how you're doing, but some don’t need to. This is for them—the ones who understand without explanation. Who hold your pain like it’s theirs. Who carry your silence like a language.

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  • Stillness with emotional weight – visual metaphor for emotional fatigue caused by silence
    Buffering Diaries,  Cuts and Cracks

    When Silence Drains You: Surviving Emotional Fatigue in a Quiet World

    July 28, 2025 /

    Heavy silence can feel draining, overwhelming, and emotionally exhausting—here’s what it means and why it happens.

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  • A woman stares wide-eyed at her laptop, ankle in a boot, in a home office. Caption: "So much for the ‘piece’ of ‘peace’ I typed a minute ago." A visual take on losing peace and finding sarcasm.
    #Merlunfiltered - The Visual Mess,  Buffering Diaries

    Losing Peace, Finding Sarcasm

    July 26, 2025 /

    Some rooms hold ambition. Mine just holds me, a laptop with a crooked leg, and rain that thinks it’s important.

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MERLYN MATHIAS

Truth-slinger. Word snob.
Chaos whisperer.
I don’t sugarcoat —
I serve the whole damn lemon.
Fueled by caffeine, side-eyes, and
2 a.m. honesty.
Too honest? Too bad.

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Recent Posts

  • Living With Anxiety — A Little Bit More Than Before
  • The Lady Across the Balcony
  • Mummy’s Floor

Sections

  • #Merlunfiltered – The Visual Mess (18)
  • Bold Roast (23)
  • Buffering Diaries (31)
  • Cuts and Cracks (18)
  • Mangii Gossip Diaries (8)
  • My Highness Zoe (3)
  • Royal Furball Chronicles (2)
  • Unfiltered Letters (12)

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